A clover for everyone, wish everyone lucks for exam =D
This might be the last post before exam. tsk. didn't have the time to post. okays. today school was okay. ravi didn't come so PE cancel. after assembly went for I&E briefing and than went 2e1 toilet there to find von they all. slack there for 2 periods. than back to class.. chemistry was okay. than CT. than english nth much. maths was another free period. chiong my chinese for that lesson. than lastly chinese class. chinese was boring, but time went faster in chinese lesson. after school eat in school than home sweet home. =D going for guitar later, but i dun have time to study for my practical. ahhh... how? i guess i have to burn mid-night oil tonite. sadds.TOMORROW IS PRACTICAL EXAM! hope everyone SCORE WELL!
all this fucking things that have happen is stupid. Im reali veri tired. tears have drained. no longer the jingwen i have use to be. smile turns fake. nothing is true anymore. lots of things have happen and more an more thing i needs to worry about. *Sorry is not that i dun wan to care about this anymore. is just that i no longer have any strength to care about anything anymore. I gave up hope on this le, whatever u guys wan to do i wouldn't care anymore. im tired seriously. If u guys wan to seperate, i have nothing to say and i will respect u all de choice. becoz i noe theres no point being together as a group if everyone was in fire. im speechless. im numb. im nothing but an idoit. No more care in jing wen. No more trust in jingwen. No more comment from jingwen. Jingwen have nothing, nothing but a study brain. JingWen have turned into a robbot. A robbot which does not have any heart in it. dried up. If thats is what u guys wan(seperate group), i'll be the first to go. You all can say im trying to be the good one , earning friendship from both side. whatever, i dun care. im just tired of all this. Maybe, seperating this group is a way for letting my burden down. i have too much things to concern and worry about. sorry guys, im being selfish. i gave up of holding on to everyone of you. becoz i choose to hold on to my dad. i can onli choose one to hold on and its impossible for me to hold on to everything. im not a superwomen. I choosen my family. I choosen the way i have to move. Everything is happening one in a time. Family going to seperate and so do friendship. Both are hard to solve. But sorry i have to choose to solve my family first. i noe im being selfish. i noe im being an failure. i noe i noe. but at least let me save my family back first. JINGWEN IS USELESS. *wanted to cry out all the troubles, but my tears just dry up* i need a break for me to catch my breath.
Mistress 주부Y
JINGwen
turning 16 on 3rd november
once a shuqun-ites
but now she's a jurongwest-ians
she is known as ALIEN♥
as she likes to do stupid and nonsensical stuff
IF U HATE HER,pls press ALT-F4
she dun nid ur visit
Cravings 갈망Y
design her own room
iphone! new bag dog chalet wif frenz! more pocket money! get promoted to 3E2
new year de 'tuan yuan fan with frens!'
new laptop
score well in EOY
be a barista
for all tat i want
FOREVER happiness memorable b'dae on 2008
life is gonna to be better!!
LOVES♥Y
jumper
all her personal tings
shopping
outing wib friends
27.07.08 where our *family* start
05.11.08 the east coast outing
all her beloved friends of coz!
trumpet section lahx!
loves being an alien =D
everyone excerpt some